Monday, February 13, 2012

Not doing so well

The first week went GREAT. I lost 3 pounds by Saturday. Then i ate like crap. Monday no more loss but no more gain. Then I was down on myself and ate crap. Weight gained. Now I'm sick as a dog and I'm blaming the terrible eating. Right now I am recommitting myself to this...clean eating and hopefully our tax return shows up this week so I can buy an elliptical and tyler and I are going to start P90x. Wish me luck!

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Getting off my ass

So as you may or may not have noticed...I had another baby. This time, my own. And this pregnancy ravaged my body in ways the twins never did. This was SO much rougher a pregnancy than anything I have ever experienced before and the recovery afterwards too. Now my baby is 6 weeks old and I'm out of excuses. I need to get my ass off the couch and eat clean. This may bore you guys, but I'm tracking my weight loss here AGAIN. I don't want to admit how much I weigh, yet...maybe when I'm a little happier with myself I can admit that number...but suffice to say my goal weight is 135 and I have a VERY long road ahead of me to reach that. I'll be posting updates, how much I've lost, recipes that I find that help in my attempt to eat clean. Tomorrow morning I start down that road and if anyone is out there reading this, I'm begging you to help hold me accountable. I'm trying to cut waaaay back on carbs, saying goodbye to drinks with calories in them (Starbucks how I will miss thee) and going for a walk, every night. I also am going to start P90x...but that's on the schedule for next week. This week I just need to focus on the walking and eating. If I can make it 3 weeks of doing that everyday it will be a habit. And then sticking to it is so much easier!!! Wish me luck people.